What we think, we become

Tis day!! It was only me and my music!! After a long time... We need a companion when we are left all alone. There was a time when I used to share things only with my music. Later, I got people that I did not need my music to listen to me and help me. Now, back to pavilion. Its only me and my music. Not sure if what's happening is for good or bad. Not sure if I can be fine with this. Not sure if I have to be like this from now on. But, my music was my only companion after a long time. Happy that I still have my music with me. I am now, where I started... Donno if I need to be like :) or :(... Confused... All Is Well!!!

There is a song in the movie "3 Idiots" - Give me some sunshine... It has these lines, Give me some sunshine Give me some rain Give me another chance I wanna grow up once again This song is so close to my heart. I do want another chance to grow up once again.. I do want my childhood back so that I can correct watever mistakes I have done, to try and achieve watever I could not coz of my mistakes, to hold the relationships I have lost, to erase all hard moments, to recreate all pleasant moments and so on... How would it be if we all get another chance to grow up once again?? Will it not be great?? But in reality we will not get another chance to grow up.. Its important that we learn from our mistakes and correct them atleast from now on and not to make any as far as possible and lead a great life where none is hurt.. Neither we nor people around us... Fact is, Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara... All Is Well!!!

Like everyone, I too have dreams.. Its very important that we dream.. Atleast to visualize things virtually.. To list a few of mine, being in my mom's lap for long and none wakes me up, shoulder ride and a forehead kiss from my dad, fighting and compromising with my brother, a lengthy walk with my brother which makes me feel that he is with me and asks me to go ahead and do what I want, hand-held conversation with my sister which makes me feel that I have someone with whom I can share things openly, really really long bike ride with my guy when it drizzles, a shoulder to lay on when I badly need someone, sweet walk with my kid with the most innocent conversation in the world, lot of smiles of loved ones around me, able to earn a good name in music and really achieve something in music field, travel to onsite, me and my music alone for a while on a rainy day, a real true hug from a friend when I need it, a hand to hold when I am afraid or nervous or when I feel insecure, watching m...

Its Rakhi. I dont have a brother of my own. But have a lot of cousins who have been thr with me all thru. Happy tat I have got two more around two yrs back - Viswa and Saravana. Really kewl brothers i have got. Its obvious tat my cousins will be affectionate for the fact tat they are after all related to me by blood. These guys dont have tat compulsion too. But still very gud brothers to me. Viswa, is someone with whom I have not even spoken much in the beginning but became a gud friend after a while. He is cool, planned, helping, practical, loves to keep the ppl around him energetic and a gud person at heart. I like his policy "Trisha illa na Divya" :D... Saravana, is someone with whom I did my training at office but have not spoken much with earlier even after joining the same team. But became gud friends later. He thinks a lot, works a lot, dreams a lot. Hope his dreams cum true. He is open in opinions, helping, down to earth, loves to learn new things and a gud pers...

Here goes my second blog :) Thanks to my History Ma'm Mrs. Kala Duraiswami. I studied in a very small English Medium School till my 5th std where we speak in Tamil even though the medium of teaching shud have been English. Not to blame the school. I have a lot of gud memories and learnings there. Tat was my first school of course. I got into a CBSE school for my 6th. I was happy to get into a new and a different atmosphere than before as well as worried and tensed to the core since I have to speak only in English (with the Staffs atleast). Both me and my 6th class teacher were new to the school. I used to keep quiet in the class when the teachers ask questions inspite of knowing the answers and have got punishment too for not answering. Tat was coz, I had fear tat ppl wud tease me with the way I speak English, my grammatical mistakes, vocabulary, accent and so on. One person who guessed tat I have some problem and who showed interest in asking me the problem with the intentio...

Tis is my first blog.. Wanna see wats so fun abt blogging.. Wanna see wat am i missing by not doin it till now.. So much thought process and pampering of my frens went on in selecting my blog name.. Atlast, got one.. Now, writing my first blog.. Feeling gud now.. Have to see how it goes :)